Happiness finally found. Freedom that gives me so much space to breathe.
The state of mind when I don’t have to care about anyone but me. The state of mind when I don’t have to perform pathetic translations from polish to polish for somebody that ain’t gonna understand me anyway. The state of mind when I have no duty to explain every single thing I do.
Happiness is when I can turn off my phone and there is nobody to yell at me. It’s when I can cut my hair and nobody will cry for it. Happiness is when nobody tries to persuade me that he knows better what I feel. When nobody tries to break me down. When nobody tries to prove me he really knows me. What loneliness gives me right about now is a great release. Peace of mind. Yet I ain’t wanna be a better person. I feel good bout myself just the way I am.
And what tomorrow’s gonna bring? You never know. In the end, who cares. Only now matters. Now, meaning now. Not the moment you read last sentence. The moment you read this one. It won’t change your life, I promise.
Yes, I know you are reading this. You couldn’t resist the temptation to look for any sign of me missing you, even if you pretend to be too proud to admit it. Hope it hurts really a lot. :) If your manhood doesn’t allow you to accept that I don’t want you, then just tell yourself I pretend, just the way you always do. It’s the only thing you are good at.
in the background: Gnars Barkley – Crazy
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You sick bastard, I know you care about me! You bought me some food remember? :D And yet, how can the world be sad, when you know me? O.o
that was like thousand years ago and doesn’t really count anymore since you bought me a chocolate bar. :D
Actually it wasn’t a chocolate bar. -.-
Tak, boli. Mam nadzieję że Cię to uszczęśliwia.